sometimes... i really still do missed it.i always asked myself why can't everything just be like the past again.where i will be contented just having someone by my side.at least i find a reason to live.
now,i can't find any reason to live anymore.i'm just an empty shell.
if time could tun back,i won't be so childish anymore,i wouldn't anyhow get moodswings and vent my anger.i would learn how to trust someone.i would learn anything to get it the same again.

i was waiting for bus the other day,and it just suddenly reminds me of how we used to go for 2 movies and gets kinda late and you insist on sending me home.i don't know what to do with myself anymore.the pain since you left me,its unimaginable.i try..my very best to move on really.but these places,you and me and everything.it's just so hard.so tough to.i have to forget.