I'M SO SICK OF BLOGGING. MOVED TO.........
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these feelings i'm having now really sucks..:( sigh

There’s always a moment, you know—the moment that changes everything. And I’m not talking about the first time you two met or the first time you two spoke or laughed hysterically at the same thing. I’m not talking about when he finally kissed you or hugged you to comfort you when you joked about how he only looks at you as a friend when that really wasn’t the case at all. I’m not talking about how when you drank to get drunk together, there was an immediate connection between you two like you’ve been friends for so long but nothing more even though there was always a question of something more in the back of your minds. I’m not talking about those moments. I’m talking about the moment you knew it would be something more. I’m talking about the moment right before anything happens between you two. I’m talking about the moment your hands accidentally brushed up against one another while sitting next to each other but were speaking to someone else. I’m talking about the moment right before the kiss—the look you two had, the mutual agreement made between your linked eyes, the longing, the can’t-wait-to-see-what-happens-next-feeling, the is-this-really-about-to-happen-feeling—I’m talking about this moment and how it changes everything and how nothing is ever the same after that and how you can never go back to how it was, no matter how hard you try. It was this moment that made every moment we had afterwards taste so bittersweet. It was this moment that I wish I could go back to and relive again.. in hopes of a different ending.

i agree with this sometimes some things it changes everything....

warning!! ending part kind of freaks me out.hees!LOL

caught a nightmare on elm street a few hours ago.it's been so long i catch a movie in a cinema! the movie was pretty awesome.awesome.AWESOME.feels like i just woke up from a nightmare after i stepped out of the cinema.it'll be much nicer if the movie is watch at evening or night instead =)

why am i always the one who's waiting??
why can't someone just be the one who waits for me instead?
why do i feel like i'm the idiot one instead?
why do you always not mean what you said?
why do you always replied me knowingly you just break everything in the end?
why are you the one i'm thinking of texting to?
i have got so many why's in me now!!!

sick and tired of this really.
for two days i have been fooled by you again,and yet you just choose to ignore me again............
sigh,maybe you aren't serious at in the first place.
to summaries,i'm the stupid one!!

I don’t know how long I’ve been here, the days all run together
You’re gone but you won’t disappear
Traces of you will last forever
It feels like …
If I hold my breath you’ll walk in any second,
and tell me it was all a mistake, cant believe that you left and
It haunts me to hold you this close
but hurts me more to let go


That’s why I’m still loving ghosts
They say I should get on with my life, but I can’t even get up
I’d rather believe in this beautiful lie than admit you’re really gone forever

loving ghosts by vedera

i hate hate hate people who break their promises and don't mean a single thing they say.